disclaimer: i don't really care for albums most of the time. if i like a song, i will listen to it on repeat until i get sick of it. i rarely ever follow musicians but when i do it's not too serious. i don't have a favorite song/artist/band because i like a lot of songs/artists/bands and even though i like them at varying levels i can't choose one. another thing, just because you see an artist in this list doesn't mean i automatically know everything about them. i could easily know one song of theirs and still put them here out of appreciation. if you're a music snob get off right now.

i will try to list what i enjoy music-wise in these categories:

genres: chillstep, rnb, ballad, pop, alternative rock, punk rock,jazz, rap ~ocassionally

singers: maggie rogers, billie eilish, fletcher, adele, amy winehouse, ariana grande, king princess, rihanna, whitney houston, frank sinatra, sabrina claudio, jessie j, mØ, doja cat, snow tha product, benee, ed sheeran, destiny rogers, hayley kiyoko, hayley williams, avril lavigne, demi lovato, kate nash, holly humberstone, lady gaga, katy perry

bands:: ~i don't listen to a lot of bands but these are what i've enjoyed over time~ paramore, mcr, tonight alive, the beatles, carpenters, fifth harmony.

lyrics that resonate

"but i'm falling, falling asleep at the wheel
guess i forgot how to feel
just for a second, you're talking
but i'm just pretending you have my attention
i'm falling, falling asleep at the wheel
i made you think it was real
if you think we're strong enough
come on and wake me up"
- falling asleep at the wheel

"instead of burning out alive
i see my room flames rising high
he wasn't tryna hurt me
was only tryna save me
the monster takes me away
from my safe space into the night
the monster takes me away
from my safe space into the night"
- monsta

"and i'll be okay, admiring from afar,
cause even when she's next to me we could not be more far apart." - she

"i just wanna feel something, something really real
so that i can really feel like a person again." - feel something

"cause you can't jump the track we're like cars on the cable
life's like an hourglass glued to the table
no one can find the rewind button girl
so cradle your head in your hands
and breathe
just breathe"
- breathe (2 am)

"so we are history,
your shadow covers me,
the sky above ablaze"
- tears dry on their own.

"oh here i am settling at your house
broken blinds keep the light comin' out
and i am just the shape i'm in
oh here i am settling crying out
finding all the things that i can do without
oh now i am giving in
oh i'm in retrograde"
- retrograde

"if you keep reaching out then i'll keep coming back
and if you're gone for good
then i'm okay with that"
- light on

"everyone's got people they see through
but i see through everyone." - all my friends are fake

"i keep talking like i'm taller than the trees,
but my eyes never see much higher than five feet.
and i keep tellin' everyone the truth but maybe that's not the move."
- that bitch